How many people make me angry?
One. Ghosting and lying and disrespecting me and so many others.
You.
Myself. I get angry at myself for abandoning the project of protecting myself from you. In my defense, you dump anyone who says "this is not working for me." You insult them. You talk over them. You ignore them.
It's a lot of meanness and harassment to endure. Easier to just shrug off your selfishness and very bad manners and try to find safe spaces beyond your purview.
You are not a safe space. You have a grudge against the world and never stop trying to get more than your share as if we owe you more than you already stole, gloating and smirking at the world at your perfidy. Aren't we stupid! The nice people who don't try to take you down.
Particularly those who loved you. Makes you sick to think of us, right?
How do you sleep? Does it make sense to me that I'm angry at you and suspect I will be until you pass into the dustbin? You won't know because you are a ghost.
You.
Myself. I get angry at myself for abandoning the project of protecting myself from you. In my defense, you dump anyone who says "this is not working for me." You insult them. You talk over them. You ignore them.
It's a lot of meanness and harassment to endure. Easier to just shrug off your selfishness and very bad manners and try to find safe spaces beyond your purview.
You are not a safe space. You have a grudge against the world and never stop trying to get more than your share as if we owe you more than you already stole, gloating and smirking at the world at your perfidy. Aren't we stupid! The nice people who don't try to take you down.
Particularly those who loved you. Makes you sick to think of us, right?
How do you sleep? Does it make sense to me that I'm angry at you and suspect I will be until you pass into the dustbin? You won't know because you are a ghost.
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