I need to be alone
I want to be alone. People are mean, careless, hurtful. There is nothing to make me feel happy or good about myself outside. And the jackboots are coming. Donald the puppet and Elon the Machiavelli.
Schedule crunch--and what it taught me
I woke up anxious and even a bit angry this morning…an old habit from the past that has diminished somewhat as I've recovered. And then it hit me…I have a 7:30 meeting that I'm leading and I'm not ready. I have an 8:45 Masters Ski group workout and if I'm not prompt the group takes off without me. I have a critical board meeting at noon, and I haven't covered the materials. And I have guests coming for a week on Sunday, so I'll partially lose control of my schedule. That may be the worst. My response was to schedule a group dinner during the week so I'd keep in touch with some of my new friends in town. A bad pairing…NYC friends and mountain town friends. What do you cook??? Conclusion at the moment…5:33 AM: I will be happiest for the next months living alone. With no one in my space other than my two cats, who slept next to me in a joint cuddling ball all night. I do not want to sha...
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