Vows to save myself
I vow to forget:
How much I laughed with you
How much I liked your smile
How I loved you more than anything I've ever known.
All of our endless conversations
All the bad stuff, though that will take much longer. The good things are already almost lost. I already don't trust that you shared them, and now soon that I experienced them. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.
Thinking of that, all those movies with my hand in your lap. (Sadly how frequently you did not respond to me.)
The nights with Hercules and Emily on the bed. You're gone but they're always with us.
I already can't recall much else out of my rich life with you. And I'm so uncertain. I have not know for more than a decade whether you liked any of it. You wouldn't tell me since 2010 if you did.
For this reason, I vow this last goodbye to you. I say goodbye forever to what I loved in you. I say goodbye forever. Not this life, not the next. I need to delete all of you.
How much I laughed with you
How much I liked your smile
How I loved you more than anything I've ever known.
All of our endless conversations
All the bad stuff, though that will take much longer. The good things are already almost lost. I already don't trust that you shared them, and now soon that I experienced them. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.
Thinking of that, all those movies with my hand in your lap. (Sadly how frequently you did not respond to me.)
The nights with Hercules and Emily on the bed. You're gone but they're always with us.
I already can't recall much else out of my rich life with you. And I'm so uncertain. I have not know for more than a decade whether you liked any of it. You wouldn't tell me since 2010 if you did.
For this reason, I vow this last goodbye to you. I say goodbye forever to what I loved in you. I say goodbye forever. Not this life, not the next. I need to delete all of you.
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