Quick. Name one thing…

…in the past 20 years you did for me that would make me think you were a good person. One.

When I met you, I was athletic. I had a huge group of friends. I had lots of activities I enjoyed. I cooked and read and traveled and loved life. I was at the peak of my career. 

Then I met you. I’m am leaving our marriage with no friends, in worse financial shape, seriously depressed, terrified, and lonely. I spend long days on the couch doing nothing. You treat me like shit and ignore me. 

I owe this all to you. To your gaslighting. Yo the fact that I needed our marriage to succeed so badly that I ignored your daily derision, backstabbing, and disinterest. I could see it but I still can’t believe that anyone could treat another human being the way you treated me in 2012. And then fabricate a lie that you lifted one tiny finger. 

Karma’s a bitch. I am certain you are due for many generations of suffering. Shane on you. .  I cheerleaded every failure of yours. Like a stupid puppy. 

You spent every day unable to find sone one to flatter you, and then the chain of very bad decisions kicked in again. 

And yes I’m a loser too.. I stayed on your side.

Your good side, right?  Have you located that part yet?  Is there anything there?