Wishes for my ex-wife on her trip to the UK

1.  I wish you would stand up for me with your family, for once. 

2.  I wish Noah was emotionally strong and aware enough to talk sense with you.  He’s not. I doubt anyone is. 

3.  I hope your Addison’s disrupts a bit and you actually need to see what it’s like to have to trust someone. No one is out to fuck you until after you betray them violently. Other than me, most people just get tired with the performance and walk away  

5.  I hope you get lost and never come back. Wouldn’t make any difference yo me either way. I get the same “best friend” treatment whatever continent you’re on.. I’ll never get care or love or apology or understanding or acknowledgement. I never did, from you. You are not capable, in my experience, of this sort of giving.

6.  I wish you would overcome your blame game default behavior for people like me who are terrified of how cruel you often are to others, generally behind their backs, but in special cases, 24/7.  I’d like to be friends again but only with the part of you that’s not driven by entitled hate, which is nearly all the time when you’re not center stage.