Apologies to my ex-wife for not being clearer that I adored her

Here's what I think I leared frm the Narcissist Anonymous group I belonged to for a year:

 

Only one thing matters to women like my ex-wife---that they are told they are beautiful and desirable every moment.

 

I thought, like Chaucer's Wife of Bath, that the one thing my ex-wanted was "sovereignty," and I imagine I gave her this in spades. 

 

She took the combination of missing adoration and freedom and did what any narcissist does:  Fucks other people the minute they show any interest.

 

My bad.  As I've written elsewhere, I loved my ex and I thought she was uniquely beautiful.

 

She was also a clinical narcissist.  The type with the sociopathic bent (i.e. indifferent to others' pain).

 

So I got dumped.  Three times.  The last time she was in a polyamorous community led by a divorced dominatrix.  Apparently everyone loved this arrangement, it was reported to me. 

 

Did any one ask the dominatrix' ex-husband?

 

I wasn't invited to this sex-fest!  My ex must have received so much adoration, though how you'd know this when everyone thinks they're cool and sexy and modern remains a question. 

 

Now does a narcissist survive in a sexual power struggle that's designed by and for narcissists? A paradox that apparently my ex-wife solved with ease.