I’m so sorry

I've been a disappointment to everyone. Mostly myself.

That's why everyone is gone now that I need their love. I've never come close to replacing the acknowledgement I received from my spectacular parents and brother.

That's why I'm silent and alone for days. Moving is so hard. I get many many kind words and love. What is wrong with me that I can't bring that inside myself and open my broken grieving heart once more to someone?

I'm so sorry David.