Bad dream
My home had been taken over by a party my ex-wife and mortal enemy wa throwing. Lots of people I didn't know showed up. There was good music but nobody danced. I left and wandered around town knocking things down. When I came back people we starting up leave the party but the thing was still there making out with two women. Someone told me she had a daughter. They all left laughing and I finally woke up.
Why is my subconscious brain wasting my remaining life with this painful drivel? My best guess that it's watching Trump's fascism destroy my country. He too is humorless, unconcerned about my pain, and unable to hold an adult conversation.
Narcissus was a minor side story among the ancient gods. Narcissism in humans is the most sociopathic and psychopathic cruelty. It's a plague unleashed on us, and we're unvaccinated. The koolaid you drank will kill us all, you Trump fucks.
Or maybe I blame my ex for being such a careless simpleton. For never inviting me to anything. For the unnecessary pain she inflicted on me, with apparent disregard. Like my dream just now. She's wasting my life because this is what narcissists do to kind people. They eave without thanks, without goodbye, and without acknowledgement that you ever existed.
David—I wish I could protect you from nightmares like that. I love you so much. You should be full of joy at your current freedom, your health despite it all. Your pets. Mowing your lawn at 6 am! Maybe a new car.
Helping people offers dividends but not the type I can use. There's no bank in my universe that accepts those checks.
Why is my subconscious brain wasting my remaining life with this painful drivel? My best guess that it's watching Trump's fascism destroy my country. He too is humorless, unconcerned about my pain, and unable to hold an adult conversation.
Narcissus was a minor side story among the ancient gods. Narcissism in humans is the most sociopathic and psychopathic cruelty. It's a plague unleashed on us, and we're unvaccinated. The koolaid you drank will kill us all, you Trump fucks.
Or maybe I blame my ex for being such a careless simpleton. For never inviting me to anything. For the unnecessary pain she inflicted on me, with apparent disregard. Like my dream just now. She's wasting my life because this is what narcissists do to kind people. They eave without thanks, without goodbye, and without acknowledgement that you ever existed.
David—I wish I could protect you from nightmares like that. I love you so much. You should be full of joy at your current freedom, your health despite it all. Your pets. Mowing your lawn at 6 am! Maybe a new car.
Helping people offers dividends but not the type I can use. There's no bank in my universe that accepts those checks.
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